Still...I Will Love

Dear Papa,

Why does it hurt so much? Why do I feel like a piece of my heart has been taken away? I thought we were friends. I thought we were going to do life together. I was vulnerable and I gave my all but I guess it wasn’t meant to be. The pain of rejection is heart-wrenching. My whole life has been turned upside down. The hardest part is the memories that keep rushing in like a flood. I thought I was supposed to love without holding back. What are you teaching me? Can this class be over already? It’s so hard to sit still.

I know You said a mother may forget her child but you will never forget me. To be honest, it’s so hard to hold on to Your Word right now but I will not allow these thoughts to drown me in this sea of dismay. I will not be entangled in this web of lies. Your Word is TRUTH! It is a lamp unto my feet and a light unto my path. I will fight to keep my sanity. Nothing will prevent me from running to my Abba in this moment when the pain is unbearable. The enemy’s weapon is seclusion and I will not allow him to take me down. In Your arms, I find the strength to go on. In You, I find the answers to the questions that threaten to steal my joy and peace.

I have come to the understanding that life is full of many seasons. You did not promise that life will be a bed of roses; You promised that You would be with me through it all. Friends will walk in and walk out but You are that friend that sticks closer than a brother. You will never ever leave me. You hold my world in Your hands and Your truth is my shield and buckler!

You are teaching me that nobody is perfect, I am the most imperfect. You alone are the epitome of perfection. You are making me understand that I must take life one step at a time and like the sun rises after a long night, so will things fall in place. I know many thorns will hurt me but I choose to focus on the beauty of the roses in this garden called life. I will sit back and allow You to weave my story and lead me to the people You have divinely orchestrated to walk with me on this journey.

Your Son was rejected in the cruelest way, yet still, He died for me so who am I to complain? Love is a choice. I choose to love with my all. I Love You💓!

                                                                                                                               Your Child.

Hey everyone😃! Thanks a lot for choosing to read this piece. I know that most of us, if not all have had friendships that did not end the way we expected them to. God is very much concerned about every aspect of our lives and He sees us when we get hurt over broken relationships. He is our Father and all He desires is that we draw closer to Him even in those moments. May we always run to the Father’s open arms instead of groveling in self-pity and rejection. I know it may be hard to let others in again but we have been called to live lives of love (however, wisdom is needed to know who to allow into Your inner circle). I love y’all😍😍! Till next week…stay blessed.