The Moments In Between
Dear Papa, Why do I feel so lonely? Time is ticking and I feel like I'm a thousand miles away from meeting the one You've prepared for me. The wait is killing me and to be honest with You, I feel like tomorrow will never come. This emotional roller coaster is tormenting me and trying to deprive me of thinking rationally. How much longer do I have to wait? Is it wrong to want to meet him now already?😩 It's so easy to put up a front that I have it all together but when unbidden thoughts come, they leave me with this deep sense that something is missing. I know You want me to be confident in who I am in You but it's like all my defenses are falling down and I feel the brunt of being single. My heart longs to be in a different place. My mind tells me otherwise, that where I am right now is of great importance and I cannot embark on a journey I have not prepared for. Your plans for me are beautiful and wonderful so I'll wait no matter how difficult it may seem....