Still...I Will Love
Dear Papa, Why does it hurt so much? Why do I feel like a piece of my heart has been taken away? I thought we were friends. I thought we were going to do life together. I was vulnerable and I gave my all but I guess it wasn’t meant to be. The pain of rejection is heart-wrenching. My whole life has been turned upside down. The hardest part is the memories that keep rushing in like a flood. I thought I was supposed to love without holding back. What are you teaching me? Can this class be over already? It’s so hard to sit still. I know You said a mother may forget her child but you will never forget me. To be honest, it’s so hard to hold on to Your Word right now but I will not allow these thoughts to drown me in this sea of dismay. I will not be entangled in this web of lies. Your Word is TRUTH! It is a lamp unto my feet and a light unto my path. I will fight to keep my sanity. Nothing will prevent me from running to my Abba in this moment when the pain is unbearable. The enemy’s...