The Moments In Between
Dear Papa,
Why do I feel so lonely?
Time is ticking and I feel like I'm a thousand miles away from meeting the one You've prepared for me. The wait is killing me and to be honest with You, I
feel like tomorrow will never come. This emotional roller coaster is tormenting
me and trying to deprive me of thinking rationally. How much longer do I have
to wait? Is it wrong to want to meet him now already?π©
It's so easy to put up a
front that I have it all together but when unbidden thoughts come, they leave
me with this deep sense that something is missing. I know You want me to be
confident in who I am in You but it's like all my defenses are falling down and
I feel the brunt of being single. My heart longs to be in a different place. My
mind tells me otherwise, that where I am right now is of great importance and I
cannot embark on a journey I have not prepared for.
Your plans for me are
beautiful and wonderful so I'll wait no matter how difficult it may seem. I
know this journey is not going to be bump-free but I am confident that You will
never leave me. Life on this earth was never meant to be perfect or rosy but
I'm certain that I'll be okay. All that matters is that I continually pursue
building a relationship with You till You alone become my sufficiency.
So, here I am, resolving
to do all You created me to do and living for You. I won't worry about who he
is or where he is because I know my Papa has sorted everything out and His
perfect and glorious plan will be revealed at the right time. Thank You for
always having my back. I really do love Youπ!!
Your Child.
Hey Lovely People!
Am I the only one who
feels that it gets hard sometimes to wait for God's best as a single person?π The wait can be so hard, trust me, I dey insideπ
π! There's one thing I know for sure though: our God is faithful
and His plans for us are perfect and beautiful (this is not a cliche). I just
can't wait for Him to unveil all the wonderful things He has in storeπ!! Walk in
your purpose and live for Him like crazy because You can only be complete in
Him. Just do you! No one can make you feel complete! Some days will be harder
than others but don't give upπͺ! Don't settle for anything
that falls short of His promises! Thanks a lot for reading. I love y'allπ!
Wow... Bless you so much. Very relatable. He will come paaa... And while we wait, God will prepare us.
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